I know I'm answering my own
question, but maybe you can add your input about how I can deal with this
situation. I'm very sensitive. My feelings get hurt easily. I suffer OCD,
Tourette's, anxiety, depression. People have treated me very nasty ALL my
life. I get more more sensitive by the day because it's unfair, unusual,
abnormal how I get treated. I'm 24 with a BA degree in Spanish. People treat me
like I'm so mentally special stupid that they think I'm too dumb to know left
from right 1+1. I suffered 2 strokes @ age 5. I'm not trying to get anyone to
"cater to" me. I just ask that they not be so abusive hateful. Because others
don't understand the daily struggles I have to face, they treat me like an
uncivilized animal figure it's THEIR place to mentally torture me they
laugh, thinking it's funny. I want a career a future, but I think my life is
over. No one wants to hire me because of my tics. All they see is my tics,
they think I'm a MONSTER.
I'm pretty much in the same (actually worse) situation. I suffer from anxiety
disorder (with agoraphobia) and depression. I'm a country away from my brother,
the only person I trust. My family gives me A LOT of trouble and pressure about
my situation like I want to stay so. I'm not a college graduate. I just found
out the guy I love is married and not single like he told me so. And I'm getting
kicked out of my apartment in less than a week. I'll stay at my friend's house
for a while then I have no idea what I'm going to do, where I'll stay..etc I
have no money, house or car.
I told you this because you're not alone. In fact, there are people whose
situation a lot worse than yours. Your life is not over, my life is not over. We
are only in our 20s. (I'm almost 23) We're having a difficult time right now but
things can change IN A DAY sometimes. You should think positive, you should be
optimistic and not give up. When you feel down, just go out and talk to people.
Or chat with people online. I'm sure your life was not like it is right now for
24 years 7/24. Remember your good days, how were you in these days? Try to get
into that way of thinking and feeling. Once you change the way you feel and
think, your actions will change too. If you make this change positive,
everything's gonna be better.
You're absolutely not alone. Bless you, lady. Good luck! :)
I am really, really sorry about that. My suggestion would be to move.
Move to a place where nobody knows you. Then see a counselor. then you can start
fresh. Get a job and work your way up.
Sorry people treat you like that :(
:( dont worry im 15 and everyone calls me emotional and when im fine they say
hey kaytlin quit being so damn emotional when they are saying that it just makes
me feel worse!
i still don't have my left and right down an im not sutupid (most of the time
anyway)
i dont think ur a monster
this has to get better eventally
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
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